THIS IS ONLY A TEST

This is a daywith a full of fire in my heart, my brain, my hand, and full of part of body. I do not want dislike someone because if I dislike someone it is mean that I will be the person who are full with flaws in my heart, and maybe I am going to the hell. Hell of God. I do not want this. That's why I try to delete it from my heart. Anger and jealous are kind of the bad behaviour in deepest of mind and heart. My soul will be full of starches. I do not want this. So, this is time I write to my blog, in order I can manage my feeling now. Yet, It is not easy to forget something. 

First, they take my game, but it is ok. it is their turn. Then, I wanna play, they said that I will make our team lost. This is only game, guys? Why you are so serious. Then, they did not give a chance for other players play, because they wanna monopoly the field of game. They then only take my other friend to play, not me. Whereas I was in front of them,. They did not look at me at all. I do not understand why they do this.I wanna play the game. I woke up early in the morning, then I came to the field when nobody had not came yet. Then, they still wanna stole my game. Addition, they said my fault to the audiences in the game. They said that I "did" it to their boss, actually, I just wanted to call them, cherish them by said something and 'DID' something like that. I was ashamed at that time, why everything I did is false in their eyes.

This is only game, guys. Again I say, this is just a game for fun who everyone is given an opportunity to play it together, not only you, guys.OK FIne, Now listen HERWIN KURNIAWATI, they only make jokes with you! Not for the real one. They maybe hate you or they are maybe jealous with you, but please keep in your mind, that they only play with jokes that maybe you do not like. Probably, they wanna test you whether you are easy to get mad or not, or you just make it like a wind that blow easily. 

They teach you hard, Herwin in order you are getting stronger now and later on. Keep spirit!!! Herwin, then You ang them can play together without any truoble in front of you all.

I promise to myself now, and ALLAH, please listen my du'a now, This is a promise that I always put in front of my eyes, and I hang it in front of my forehead. I will be back to this regency after I had a master in other places as an International Student. I promise it. I will never come back if I had not get a master from that university. BISMILLAHIROHMANIROHIM... Allah will surely help me to fulfill my promise.. :D

CHERSIH YOUR friends with your SMILE!!!