This morning, nothing special with me or my life. But I feel happy. Since that day I know who I am and who We are truly.
Life is a piece of experiences. This is really true and exact law in my life now.
I don't tell what you must do and don't. I tell what I have done, the impact, and the influence from it.
I wanna just tell about some exprience how to manage people and condition around you.
Three weeks ago I followed open recruitment for joining competition in on of tradtional dance from NAD (Nangroe Aceh Daroessalam), the region far from Jakrta, and the westest from Indonesia, my country. I try the best effort to join. Actually, I am very surprised, because I couldjoin this. Happy, because, my skill is not enough to do so, but for three times I had performed this dance, I love dancing.
This dance not only played by one people but more than ten people, you know what I mean, I have a girls team with 15 members in it. And my school also planned to send male team to join but separated team with us.
First time, I was really sure, we had great chance to better than last year (we ever followed this event), better than the male team ever. My team must teach the males to memorize the movement and speed. But, as leader of a team, I always supported my girl team to enjoy, follow and come to the practice. Really in my heart deep, I wanna to be a winner team, not only just better, because I am the girl who do not only waste the time just for playing.
I tried my self hard to practise in order I could move like my friend's moves. Try and try. Come to class at 19.00 in the promised place , as usual. I tried to be good sample for my team.
I always send short message service, to please them to come to the pratice, but every night every day, we never got completed, always lack of 10, 5, 3, or 1. Only one day we were complete, And I wa really excited. I love them, but near to day to competition, they all separated and spread. The reason like, "I will be sick, sorry I am afraid, this will be worst, or" I have a task or many exercise from lecture, " I am sorry, I must eat first". If you know that, I always eat at 22.00 after practise over, I believed that not only me, but all the people who come pratise will do like me.
But there are the bad thing but also the beautiful things. My new friends, I mean that had just join this dance, had a great smile, had a big antutiastic, and had big hope for this dance. Especially the male team, that they are newbie for this field, but they try to come on time, come completely, and try smile everyday although they had been very busy in the day (there also two male who have been working now, and come to house at 19.00). They had high spirit. I was happy also sad, because my team, my girl team, don't have big axciting like them. But try keep smile.
I ever just send short message servise, just order her to come, I said " sorry is not enough, and you must come to the practise", Actually, if she knew that I was sad to hear the aswer , She said, " I must got knee to you, heah? (berlutut), tomorrow I will come". Oh my God, then I said sorry, I feel I was a bad leader, I could take her to come and join with me. Really sorry.
Then another said, "Oke I will concentrate with the competition" You know, she said, 2 day before the competition day. Oh My GOd, the other one, "sorry, I must teach"< Oh MY God, I had said that you must change your schedule well, and there is no permission at night, But I cant! Because they feel that money is important, oh no maybe they thought that they had a responsibility totoher. But You never had feel have a responsibility to your team! When you will be realized.
But, the day never come back. We loss, But I am still happy now, not because we loss, but I have learnt something from it.
first, I must to be as leader who never be influenced by heart
Second, not skill will determine your future or result but tht desire, the spririt is the truly victory, just see the male team, they are not enough in skill but their spirit never gotten by us, girls team.
Third , I believed that all the thing , the bad thing I face, it is also becuase of me, as leader. I must improve it and next try tobe better.
Forth, I am proudto my team, my girl team, there are some mistaken, but I bieleve youall have same feling like me, sad and rather desperate, but you all have done the best effort in competiton. You know, the best practise we have done is in that competition, The greatest Practise taht ever we done. Thanks a lot for my friends, who give a learn for today.
Tomorrow I will get other experience and I will take it with you, guys :)
Life is a piece of experiences. This is really true and exact law in my life now.
I don't tell what you must do and don't. I tell what I have done, the impact, and the influence from it.
I wanna just tell about some exprience how to manage people and condition around you.
Three weeks ago I followed open recruitment for joining competition in on of tradtional dance from NAD (Nangroe Aceh Daroessalam), the region far from Jakrta, and the westest from Indonesia, my country. I try the best effort to join. Actually, I am very surprised, because I couldjoin this. Happy, because, my skill is not enough to do so, but for three times I had performed this dance, I love dancing.
This dance not only played by one people but more than ten people, you know what I mean, I have a girls team with 15 members in it. And my school also planned to send male team to join but separated team with us.
First time, I was really sure, we had great chance to better than last year (we ever followed this event), better than the male team ever. My team must teach the males to memorize the movement and speed. But, as leader of a team, I always supported my girl team to enjoy, follow and come to the practice. Really in my heart deep, I wanna to be a winner team, not only just better, because I am the girl who do not only waste the time just for playing.
I tried my self hard to practise in order I could move like my friend's moves. Try and try. Come to class at 19.00 in the promised place , as usual. I tried to be good sample for my team.
I always send short message service, to please them to come to the pratice, but every night every day, we never got completed, always lack of 10, 5, 3, or 1. Only one day we were complete, And I wa really excited. I love them, but near to day to competition, they all separated and spread. The reason like, "I will be sick, sorry I am afraid, this will be worst, or" I have a task or many exercise from lecture, " I am sorry, I must eat first". If you know that, I always eat at 22.00 after practise over, I believed that not only me, but all the people who come pratise will do like me.
But there are the bad thing but also the beautiful things. My new friends, I mean that had just join this dance, had a great smile, had a big antutiastic, and had big hope for this dance. Especially the male team, that they are newbie for this field, but they try to come on time, come completely, and try smile everyday although they had been very busy in the day (there also two male who have been working now, and come to house at 19.00). They had high spirit. I was happy also sad, because my team, my girl team, don't have big axciting like them. But try keep smile.
I ever just send short message servise, just order her to come, I said " sorry is not enough, and you must come to the practise", Actually, if she knew that I was sad to hear the aswer , She said, " I must got knee to you, heah? (berlutut), tomorrow I will come". Oh my God, then I said sorry, I feel I was a bad leader, I could take her to come and join with me. Really sorry.
Then another said, "Oke I will concentrate with the competition" You know, she said, 2 day before the competition day. Oh My GOd, the other one, "sorry, I must teach"< Oh MY God, I had said that you must change your schedule well, and there is no permission at night, But I cant! Because they feel that money is important, oh no maybe they thought that they had a responsibility totoher. But You never had feel have a responsibility to your team! When you will be realized.
But, the day never come back. We loss, But I am still happy now, not because we loss, but I have learnt something from it.
first, I must to be as leader who never be influenced by heart
Second, not skill will determine your future or result but tht desire, the spririt is the truly victory, just see the male team, they are not enough in skill but their spirit never gotten by us, girls team.
Third , I believed that all the thing , the bad thing I face, it is also becuase of me, as leader. I must improve it and next try tobe better.
Forth, I am proudto my team, my girl team, there are some mistaken, but I bieleve youall have same feling like me, sad and rather desperate, but you all have done the best effort in competiton. You know, the best practise we have done is in that competition, The greatest Practise taht ever we done. Thanks a lot for my friends, who give a learn for today.
Tomorrow I will get other experience and I will take it with you, guys :)
